rewritingthestory

At the end of every stay in a hotel or guest house, the moment finally arrives when it's time to pack our things and depart. The more things we unpacked and spread out during our stay the more effort and time it takes to pack the things.

Similar is the case with life. The more we attach ourselves to the material world and to our so-called friends, relatives and near-ones, the more things we buy, the more money we earn, the more is our baggage. When the time arrives for the soul to depart from the current physical body, the more the baggage, the more pain it feels when departing.

There will be a moment in your life were you want to question and challenge truth. A moment were you want your life to make sense. Truth seeking. The journey of rediscovering yourself, physically and mentally. The journey of having the courage to confess and accept your own flaws, your ups and downs, wins and failures. The journey of forgiving yourself and the people in your past but also more importantly in your present time. A journey were you have given yourself the opportunity to get to know yourself wholeheartedly. You have to be unfearful in order to be able to depart and leave everything you consider as safeness, carefreeness, stillness and home behind. To take the very first step outside your everyday life can sometimes be the most difficult one. Truth seeking means loosing control over where your search takes you. Truth seeking is being open minded and welcoming everyone and everything that crosses your path. It's about believeing and acknowledging the people you meet during the journey as your teachers in lessons of life.

In the interest of building a better you. I've found my way of truth seeking. Have you found yours?

Who was I to make you wait ?



/ L.N

I'm re-living you and me. Silence cuts like a knife..


/ L.N.

It seems like only yesterday you wiped away my tears. Your presence is with me wherever I am, I am honored to know you, to love you and to be a part of you. The memory of you will always remain in my heart along with every life lesson you taught me. I have grown up with your values and I feel so blessed. You are my comfort through my every obstacle in life. You are my guiding light.

Happy fathers day, I wish you were here.


/ L.N.

Ser barn leka i parken, hör deras skrik och skratt. Minnen av den egna barndomen letar sig tillbaka och fyller hela min kropp med glädje. Själen förflyttas tillbaka till de dagar då en utflykt till djurparken kunde bli dagens höjdpunkt. Eller till de dagar då en ny målarbok eller docka kunde skänka så mycket glädje. Själen förflyttas tillbaka till de dagar då cykelturer runt om på gården gav skratt och hopp. De dagar då man satt på cykeln och utmaningen väntade, åka nedför backen med händerna i vinden. Slutresultatet blev oftast att cykeln åkte in i grannens staket och att man låg där på asfalten med lite smått blodiga knän och tårar som rann nerför kinderna en liten stund. Sen satt man där på cykeln uppe på backen igen och välkomnade utmanningen ännu en gång. Risker, helhjärtade risker. Enkelhet. Glädje. Det är de dagarna som själen vill fly till.



/ L.N.

Min matta, jag och samtalet med Han ovan. Källan till min styrka.


"I feel the way a warrior must feel after years of training; he doesn't remember the details of everything he learned, but he knows how to strike when the time is right."



/ L.N

I wish I could find a way to make you listen to the lessons of my old & grey soul, instead of having you ignoring them. I wish I could make you understand the importance of hope. Be hopeful and God will make a way.

I wish you knew that there are times in life were you don't have to hold your head higher than your heart.



"Vi gjorde det omöjliga, möjligt."


/ L.N

There are times when silence has the loudest voice. And there are times when silence has more fluency than words. Also, there are times when silence is being misunderstood. Silence comes by wisdom.

The right kind of reassurance at the moment of hope.


/L.N

Who knows where faith comes from? Who knows where hope comes from?

Somewhere between two worlds, that is where my soul is. It is an era where everything collides.


/ L.N

I treasure every irreplaceable memory spent with you. The sound of your laughter used to bring my heart serenity. You were the only one who really understood me. Through my darkest moments in life I know I can survive. Cuz I know my heart can't possibly break more, I have already lost my everything. YOU. The past obstacles and the coming obstacles in life are effortless to me.

We were inseparable daddy.

It's an era where everything collides.


/L.N

The human heart has wrinkles.


/L.N

Vårt livshistoria och världens historia har skrivits av en och samma hand.
Människans historia är skriven och en del saker är helt enkelt menade att ske.
Ödet. Krafter utanför mänsklig kontroll.


/ L.N

Ord, min enda befrielse. En missformad klump konstruerad för underverk.

Wish I could rewind time and rewrite every line.


/ L.N

Din själ måste sluta blandas. Vägen upp till den förlorade själen är funnen.
Resan tillbaka till verkligheten var värd alla motgångar.
Inse. Måste börja vårda sinnet.



/L.N