Memories from lost years finding their way back..
As I walk through the cemetery, walking towards your grave, I feel you're there
Like a calming hand you are touching my right shoulder as I shed tear after tear
Still hoping & wishing that it should be me lying down here
My days I spend thinking about you mostly & during the nights my fears are getting near
How could something so precious leave my heart, life is nothing but unfair
I'm trying to live this dark & complicated life without you, full of lies, anger & despair
The inner me, the child within me is empty & incomplete
I’m sitting and reminiscing the days I were down and you were always there in time of need
For every tear that falls, for every fear I feel, my heart continues to bleed
During these past 8 years I have somehow managed to learn how to hide
the grief written on my face
In my dreams I always see you dressed in white, my angel,
your face is something I will always chase
Days are passing by and things are getting more heavy on my mind
I need my father to be there so we can share some time
Im crying out for your knowledge & your advices, your words, so fine
Now this day I fear every year, 11th July, makes me wanna shed tear after tear
Hope you're resting in peace, deep inside I know you're walking next to me
Therefore I shed this tear for thee, feeling your pure presence by me
It’s killing me that you are on the other side.
Tomorrow is not promised, pieces of our lives remains and the memories of yesterday are slowly fading away. I am starving for the truth..
/ L.N
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